Fuck working

I can’t work or at least that’s what it feels like to me. I have been dealing with panic attacks and my depression and anxiety. Somedays it takes everything I have just to get out of bed and see my family. I don’t think that my family understands how hard it is for me to work. They just want me to “man up” or “just do it.” Well for one fuck the phrase “man up” I hate it and I don’t think it has any place in our society. For someone like me “just do it” isn’t that simple I have to force myself to do anything I overthink and/or over analyze everything and that makes it hard to push through. I don’t think I need to go on disability but I’m also not sure if I can hold down a job. It works out for a little bit but then the depression and anxiety just seem to fight back and just want me to stay home and hide from the world. Sometimes I wish my brain just worked the way I want it to. So for the people in the back FUCK DEPRESSION!!!

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