Okay so the other day sucked… I could barely get my self out of bed just laid there scrolling through tiktok. I managed to get up to make my self a PB and J sandwich for food. I don’t understand how the way I’m feeling affects even my physical body. The shitty part is sometimes I have no idea why I get sad in the first place. I call this “Getting the sads”. This can happen when ever. So let me explain the sads. I feel like everything is going wrong, and there is nothing I can do about it. Sometimes the only cure to this is to lay in bed, and cry. Other times its playing video games, watching a show/movie, and talking to friends at the same time to keep my mind distracted and busy. I’m not sure how to end this one but one more time fuck depression.