Welcome to Spray’s world.

Henlo friends, I’m xSPRAYaholic or spray for short and this is what’s inside my head. I have a lot to show you all so I’ll do my best to organize all my different thoughts the best I can. A lot of the website will be dedicated to the DnD (Dungeons and Dragons) world I am creating. I’m also writing a blog, I will be getting into the innerworkings of my mind, feelings, and creativity. This is the fist step to change in my life, so come along for the ride its going to be a roller coaster.

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Fuck Depression

Okay so the other day sucked… I could barely get my self out of bed just laid there scrolling through tiktok. I managed to get up to make my self a PB and J sandwich for food. I don’t understand how the way I’m feeling affects even my physical body. The shitty part is sometimes…

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How are you doing?

What I tell people to this question is usually “I’m doing good” but the truth is I’m not good. Fuck, I’m not even doing okay. I feel like I’m failing everyone around me. I cant even convince my self to go to work most days. Okay maybe convince is the wrong word, its more of…

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I hate moving but here I am again getting ready to start packing. This is a bitter sweet move. I really like where I am but moving in with my Mom is the smart move. I have been really struggling with my depression and anxiety for the last 5 months and due to this I…

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