Welcome to Spray’s world.

Henlo friends, I’m xSPRAYaholic or spray for short and this is what’s inside my head. I have a lot to show you all so I’ll do my best to organize all my different thoughts the best I can. A lot of the website will be dedicated to the DnD (Dungeons and Dragons) world I am creating. I’m also writing a blog, I will be getting into the innerworkings of my mind, feelings, and creativity. This is the fist step to change in my life, so come along for the ride its going to be a roller coaster.

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I’m trying

I’m exhausted and done but that doesn’t mean I’m out. My medication just isn’t doing what the doctors said it would. I still have a panic attack almost every day and every night I cry my self to sleep alone and secretly pray “I hope I don’t wake up tomorrow.” Lately I’ve been feeling that…

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Depression rollercoaster

Where to begin today. I have been on a rollercoaster for all my life and have my big ups and downs. I can feel my self falling back down but I have no idea how to stop the ride or change the track to make it flat while I’m up and stay out of the…

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Fuck Depression

Okay so the other day sucked… I could barely get my self out of bed just laid there scrolling through tiktok. I managed to get up to make my self a PB and J sandwich for food. I don’t understand how the way I’m feeling affects even my physical body. The shitty part is sometimes…

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